And I wonder how much long it will take...for things to be just as perfect as we ever imagine it to be? And a small voice from back of my mind, you will just keep on counting it.
I was surprised not by the answer but the questions that followed, and why would it be countless? Am I not giving my all to make the things perfect, as they should have been?
But then what if all the things are perfect and you realize that no, even this is not the thing I ever wanted. Is it that the things or people who are perfect always appreciated for the being? Infact if its not so, isnt the opportunity for struggling for that moment worth living n trying something new?
Its so irritating when there are so many things to do and you just cant start with anything. Everything is in the place but u still try finding what is missing.
What exactly you expect from life?
If the answers are to these questions are missing then what is the point? You just go on testing your destiny. Thats the best thing to do. Is it?